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Joli Favre
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  Joli was sitting on the couch, crossed legged with her head in her hands. Tears were streaming down her face. Luckily Alex wasn't in their dorm right now. That would've been awkward. Not that Alex interferes with her problems, but still. She sobbed into her hands. How could she have been so fucking stupid?? Of course it was all a trick. He was just using her for fun. She should've known by now. Everyone who is nice is just having fun with her, playing with her. Joli didn't know what was worse, people bullying her or using her for fun. What is actually also bullying, but different. She sniffed as she shakingly wiped away her tears. With shaking hands she reached for her bag, zipping open a pocket and pulling out a razor. She laid it on her bare forearm. The arm Feli magically healed some days ago. All the scars and pain were gone. She didn't like it. She was used to the scars. They were a part of her.
  Good...
  She took a deep breath, before...
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...Feliciano knocked on the door, shaking. His cheeks were red and swollen from crying. In his hands was a perfectly prepared plate of pasta, under his arm a bouquet of pink and white roses. God, he had been so stupid. But he seriously didn't know the girl! He had spent two hours crying before Hannes kicked him brutally and told him to get over it. But he didn't. But he did make a perfect pasta after about twenty times trying. She made him even doubt his pasta. But she was perfect for him, and only the best would be good enough for her. He was in love with her. He was sure of that now.

He bit his lip, ready to knock again, when...

-urghhhhhh sorry i kkan niks beters
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  The knock on the door made her jump, causing to cut deeper than she planned to. 'Argh merde!' she exclaimed as she dropped the razor and covered the cut with her other hand. She grabbed her bag and searched for bandages, but with only one hand. She was shaking and blood was coming through her fingers. She bit her lip and sighed relieved when she found it. But now the bandaging. She did, but she did it fast so it was messy and not good. But she would do it better once she answered the door. She put her sleeve down, jumped off the couch and jogged to the door. She opened it and saw Feli, with in his hands a plate of pasta and under his arm a bouquet of pink and white roses. She was speechless. What was he doing here???
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'Argh merde!' He heard the panic in her voice. His knocks got more anxious when she didn't open the door. After a moment he put his head against the door. Feli listened to her moving around, breathing heavily. The nervosity in his stomach decreased, but his heart rate soared. "Jo-" He called for her, but the door opened with a loud creak. He looked at her with big, red eyes. She looked speechless. The Italian boi looked at her arm. There was blood streaming down it, red lines on her beautiful pale arm. He slowly put his hand there, healing the wound. He bit his lip and extended the plate towards her, because, obviously, that was the most important thing. "Can I come in?"
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  Joli saw him looking at her arm. She wanted to move it but Feli already put his hand on it, healing the wound. She gasped. It was such a weird feeling. She pulled it away before he could fully finish. She didn't want him to heal her wounds. He extended the plate towards her. 'Can I come in?'
  'U-uh, yeah...' and grabbed the plate before stepping aside to let him in. She put the pasta on the kitchen counter and tightend the bandage on her arm as she hid them behind her back. She then saw the razor still laying on the couch, with some blood spots on it. She cursed softly in her mouth and grabbed a cloth to clean and hide the razor. 'W-What are you doing here?' she asked Feli while she was trying to get the blood out of the couch.
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He felt a tickling sensation in his arm, on the spot he held hers. The boi furrowed his brows. She grabbed the plate. 'U-uh, yeah...' His lips curved into a gentle smile, reserved just for her. He saw her walking to the kitchen counter, putting his plate onto it. Joli then strolled over to the couch, trying to get ... a red substance out. He came over. 'W-What are you doing here?' Feliciano took a deep breath, calming himself down. "Apologize," he whispered, like saying this was costing him a lot of energy. It was hard to apologize to her, but not because of his ego. It was hard because he felt so guilty. He pointed at the blood on the couch, eyes widened with worry. "Are you... did you..." he swallowed. There was a lump in his throat and tears in his eyes. He didn't want her to feel this way. "Are you on your period?"
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  She heard him taking a deep breath as she tried to clean the blood. It just wasn't going out of the couch, for fucks sake.
  'Apologize,' he whispered.
  Joli stopped for a second but then continued cleaning again. 'Ah...' She sighed and wanted to say something but he cut her off.
  'Are you... Did you...' He swallowed and Joli expected the worst. 'Are you on your period?'
  The girl stopped again. She straightend her back and turned to him, a little confused. 'Uh...' What does she need to say? She didn't want to lie but she can't tell him she'd been cutting herself! 'U-Uh, well...' And just ended up with a shrug. She walked past him when the spot was somewhat away and cleaned the cloth before putting like a blanket over the spot. Alexis wouldn't see anyway, but she and Ronan will. She felt new blood streaming down her arm from all the movements she made and tried to tighten her bandage so it would stop. It already came on her sleeve though, so she just tried to hide it as good as possible. With a sigh she turned to Feli.
  'Well.' She paused for a moment, trying to find the right words. 'Who was she, then?'
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The girl he loved the most straightened her back, clearly uncomfortable. 'Uh...' His eyebrows twitched a bit in confusion, worrying about her. 'U-Uh, well...' Feliciano could see a battle in her mind happening. Eventually, she made a decision and just shrugged. He didn't ask further, he wanted her chill and relaxed. And happy. With him, preferably. Joli did something with her arm, maybe it was the nerves? The boi had never felt as distraught as this. He felt like his entire emotional well-being depended on this girl, this French maiden who someone made him feel weak and small. She turned to him with a sigh, making his heart flutter for a moment. 'Well.' The pause in her words made him anxiety grow. 'Who was she, then?' He was hurt. He didn't want to tell her, but he had to. The Italian sighed, his hand going through his hair. "Okay," He looked at her, nauseous. "So when I first came to Westwood, yeah?" He tried to put it as innocent as possible. "She-, well, we, I guess we kissed? I really don't know why, but it was months ago, -before I met you-, and I hadn't seen her since, until now." He furrowed his brows, confused. "I honestly kinda forgot about her, because of you, I mean."
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  The Italian sighed, his hand going through his hair. 'Okay,' he looked at her. 'So when I first came to Westwood, yeah? She-, well, we, I guess we kissed? I really don't know why, but it was months ago, - before I met you-, and I hadn't seen her since, until now.' He furrowed his brows. Joli could see he was confused. 'I honestly kinda forgot about her, because of you, I mean.'
  Joli looked at him, wanting to cross her arms but clearly couldn't with her bleeding arm right behind her. She sighed. 'Okay.' She paused for some time, sighing. 'I guess... That's okay,' she shrugged. She could hardly say he did a bad thing. He was free to kiss a girl, or do more with her, if he wasn't in a relationship with someone else. And they didn't knew eachother back then, so she couldn't do much more than forgive him. So, the girl nodded. 'Allright.' She smiled a little. 'I'm glad you told the truth.'
  She walked towards him with a small smile, stopping next to him. She looked up and just wanted to kiss him, but that little annoying voice in the back of her head withheld her from it. 'I uh... I gotta do something, first,' she said and fastened to her bedroom. She needed to take care of her wound, preferably without Feli watching.
  After some time she was pleased with her work, confident it wouldn't get loose or leak through again. She quickly changed shirts aswell, not wanting him to see the blood stain on the other shirt.
  Joli walked out again, smiling as she saw the Italian boi. He was so handsome. 'Hey... I'm sorry I walked out on you, earlier,' she told him as she came closer. 'I appreciate the flowers and pasta, that's very nice of you.'
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The boi ran his hand through his hair again, wow, his palms were sweaty. He bit his lips and let his eyes stray to the floor. He genuinely looked like a sad puppy. 'Okay.' His eyes jerked up in surprise. She seemed to think about something. 'I guess... That's okay,' She shrugged. His heartbeat was going one-hundred miles an hour. How do people do this kind of stuff?? Suddenly, a smile appeared on her face, the same way the sun breaks through the clouds after a storm. 'Allright. I'm glad you told the truth.' He could feel his anxiety fade away, not because she forgave him, but because she was smiling. He felt like that smile could take all of his troubles away. Joli apparently thought of something, she turned away quickly. 'I uh... I gotta do something, first,' Feli grinned. "Ok!"

She was gone for just a couple of minutes, but he was lonely nonetheless. Feli was the kind of guy who couldn't stand being alone, he needed to be around people to be someone, to feel something. He felt like nothing if there was no one there. What an edgelord. After what felt like an hour, she came out, beautiful as ever. 'Hey... I'm sorry I walked out on you, earlier,' she was walking towards him. Wow. Wow. This was Happening. 'I appreciate the flowers and pasta, that's very nice of you.' He waved his hand. "It's nothing." He stood up. "Hey, uhm, not to be rude but I need to go." He gently took her hands. "Enjoy the pasta, I'm sorry." He smiled softly before letting go of her hands and turning away.
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  The handsome boi waved his hand. 'It's nothing.' He stood up. 'Hey, uhm, not to be rud but I need to go.'
  Joli couldn't help to feel sad. She didn't want him to go. Feli gently took her hands, what made a small smile appear on her face.
  'Enjoy the pasta, I'm sorry.' He smiled softly before letting go of her hands and turning away.
  'Of course, who can't enjoy your pasta?' she said with a small smile. 'And it's okay, Feli, really. I forgive you.'
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'Of course, who can't enjoy your pasta?' That made him grin widely. She couldn't see it, however, as he wasn't facing her. Feli turned his head to catch a last glimpse of her face. A small smile decorated her face, making it seem even more angelic than it had before. She just looked so beautiful. 'And it's okay, Feli, really. I forgive you.' The grin turned into a smaller smile, gently playing around his lips. thank you.' he whispered. He took her in one more time and then turned around, softly closing the door behind him.
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