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  Oh my God, she was so goddamn happy. Normally she would have done something with Feliciano, but she needed her time alone from time to time. Not that she forgot Feli though, oh no, her whole mind was filled with Feli. She couldn't stop thinking about him. Normally your grades would drop if you couldn't think of something else than school, but this time it was different. Her grades actually got up. She knew it had to do with the boi she fell in love with. He was the rainbow in the rain, the light of her life. He made life enjoyable again for her, and it was clearly noticeable in the way she acted.
  She sat on the comfy couch in the student lounge, her guitar on her lap and her notebook on the handrail. Joli actually found the motivation to write songs again, and only now she noticed how much she missed it. The girl played a few chords, as she softly hummed along the words. When she wrote it down in her notebook she didn't notice the other girl entering the student lounge...

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”shit shit shit shit” was the only thing on her mind as she walked towards the studentlounge her eyes widened in stress as she kept looking at a paper in her hand, a 3 ...a fucking 3 and she did her best this time and yet no results as she was thinking about leaves the entire time evrn if she didn’t want it. Her dad was going to kill her of he found out, or evrn worse get angry at the school, and friedrich was already stressed enough!. Fucking social studies! She missed the time where the social studies teacher was sick every single day and she judt got an almost automatic 6. But that time was over and especially after she got expelled get bad grades might be enough to push her dad over the edge. Once arrived she fell down on one ofvthe couches trying not to cry failing miserably cause its jess but the sudden sound of guitar calmed the American a little. She looked up and saw to her suprise joli, feli’s new girlfriend “ oh.. hey” she said wiping away a tear ” that sounds pretty good”

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  'Oh... Hey,' a girl said.
  Joli looked up and saw Jessica sitting on another couch. She just wiped away a tear.
  'That sounds pretty good.'
  Joli couldn't help to smile a little but she frowned soon after when she saw in what a bad mood Jess was. Normally she would have ignored her or said mean things to her, but she was in a too happy place for that right now. Her panic attacks seemed to be less too since Feli got into her life. 'Thanks... Hey, are you all right?' she asked, worry audible in her voice. Joli wanted nothing more than to be friends with the girl. But the things that happened between them and the things her voices say... It's not easy. Even her thoughts about Feli were disturbed with their stupid voices.

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'Thanks... Hey, are you all right?' she asked, worry audible in her voice. Jessica looked up a small broken smile on her slightly tanned face. The girl nodded ” i am fine... just a bad grade...again” she added as she looked at the test for a moment ” i study hard but yet nothing happens “ she said with a bit of a laugh ” but ey... it’s nothing” she lied with shimmers in her brown eyes” so ... i heard about you and feli ... “ she began a smile on her face ” congrats girl” she said slightly happily ”i have always seen the two of you ending up together one day” she smiled ...

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  Jess looked up with a small broken smile on her face and nodded. 'I am fine... Just a bad grade... Again,' she said as she looked at the test for a moment. 'I study hard but yet nothing happens. But ey... It's nothing,' she lied.
  Joli frowned and couldn't help to feel bad for her.
  'So... I heard about you and Feli... Congrats girl. I have always seen the two of you ending up together one day,' she smiled.
  Joli couldn't hold her smile as she thought about Feli. 'Yeah... It's... Formidable, hm?' she laughed. She looked down for a moment and bit her lip as she looked at Jess again. 'W-what's up with the bad grade? Which subject is it?' she then asked.

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'Yeah... It's... Formidable, hm?' she laughed. Jess laughed aswell but a softer than the franch girl . Joli looked down for a moment and bit her lip as she looked at Jess again. 'W-what's up with the bad grade? Which subject is it?' she then asked. Jess blinked ” oh on social studies, you know that test last week? Got a 3 “ she anwsered with a shrug ” and i thought i did it sooo well but i geuss not”

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  'Oh on social studies, you know that test last week? Got a 3,' she answered with a shrug. 'And I thought I did it sooo well but I guess not.'
  'Aw, I'm sorry to hear that,' Joli said. 'What was it about, again?' Her grades may be spot on again, or at least better than before, but with Feli on her mind she did forgot some stuff now and then. Not that she minded though. She actually wished for Feli to be on her mind forever, but your mind doesn't quite work that way.

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'Aw, I'm sorry to hear that,' Joli said. 'What was it about, again?' Jess thought about this longer than you would have expected but eventually dtarted to ramble ” it was about politics, which is something i should be good at i mean i am hoing to be a president one day but this was english politiks, how the fuxk am i supposed to remember what a prime minister is?! And like england is a smalll country so why does it even matter?? I mean america is big and important and england is smAll rainy and blend so why do i even need to know this stuff like oh my god” yes she was stressed as he speech got faster and faster

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  'It was about politics, which is something I should be good at I mean I am hoping to be a president one day but this was English politics, how the fuck am I supposed to remember what a prime minister is?! And like England is a small country so why does it even matter?? I mean America is big and important and England is small rainy and blend so why do I even need to know this stuff like oh my god,' Jess rambled.
  Joli was silent for a moment, progressing what she just said. It was weird seeing Jess like this. Normally she was the stressed one... 'Well, yeah, I don't get English politics too. I mean, I don't really care about politics anyway, so yeah,' she shrugged. 'But that sucks, Jess, I'm sorry... Have you talked to mister Collins already?'

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'Well, yeah, I don't get English politics too. I mean, I don't really care about politics anyway, so yeah,' she shrugged. 'But that sucks, Jess, I'm sorry... Have you talked to mister Collins already?'. The American blinked ” not about this no, i left as fast as possible” she said with a shrug “ but i do ask a lot and stuff... and study it just doesnt help “ she mumbled but still a small smile remained on her face ”so i dont know if i am going to talk to gim about it or not id it won’t help anyways”

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  'Not about this no, I left as fast as possible,' she said with a shrug. 'But I do ask a lot and stuff... And study it just doesn't help,' she mumbled, but a small smile remained on her face. 'So I don't know if I am going to talk to him about it or not id it won't help anyways.'
  'Well, I think it's always good to go through your test and discuss what you did good and wrong. Especially if you got a bad grade. I do that always. Well, not always, but again,' she said with a small awkward chuckle. It was still a bit awkward for her to be open about things. She knew she wasn't actually being open now, but Jess knew everything anyway, so it doesn't really matter in this case. Still awkward. She felt weird being happy again. Not that it wasn't good, it was absolutely wonderful. It was just different and she was afraid for any comments she might get. But in this moment she couldn't really care though, she had Feli and that was all that matters.

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'Well, I think it's always good to go through your test and discuss what you did good and wrong. Especially if you got a bad grade. I do that always. Well, not always, but again,' she said with a small awkward chuckle. Jess looked at the girl and saw how awjward she had it, making her a vit uneasy but she did give the french girl a hopefully comforting smile ” hm yeah maybe i shoulld but i don’tvknow almost every single thing is wrong i literally scored on my name and the first question which was so easy a 5 th grader could anwser it, and talking wont get up my grade and if my father sees this i am screwed!”

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  'Hm yeah maybe I should but I don't know almost every single thing is wrong I literally scored on my name and the first question which was so easy a 5th grader could answer it, and talking won't get up my grade and if my father sees this I am screwed!'
  'But maybe Mister Collins can help you with studying? Like, maybe he knows some tricks and tips and stuff... Or maybe he can let you have tutoring or something,' Joli offered. 'And I'm sure you'll score better on other tests,' she tried cheering up the girl.

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'But maybe Mister Collins can help you with studying? Like, maybe he knows some tricks and tips and stuff... Or maybe he can let you have tutoring or something,' Joli offered. 'And I'm sure you'll score better on other tests”. Jess smiled, not becausvshe brlieved it but becsuse she tried and meant well. ” i dont know i might ask him later, when it’s sucken in a bit, even though i already expected it... what fid you get?” she asked

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  'I don't know I might ask him later, when it's sucken in a bit, even though I already expected it... What did you get?' she asked.
  'Eh...' She looked away for a moment while lightly tapping on her precious guitar, thinking about her grade. 'I got an C,' she answered, a smile on her face because it was a better grade than before.

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